Stress

What is the thing you experience the moment you enter the world of seniors?

Stress.

Stress can be a result of anything. School work. Peer pressure. Parents. It can even come from your own personality. Sometimes I wonder who I will be if I'm not this stressed. I'm used to being stressful.

But this time it's for real. I almost can't stand it anymore.

People tend to run, but I don't want to. People tend to face it, but I don't dare to. So I choose not to take any actions. To be silent. Sometimes it works, but mostly it doesn't. Yeah, it's frustating to know that you can't do a thing against it. But I can't do anything. Neither running away from the problems nor facing the problems will gain me a chance to win. So here I am, standing quietly.

Being silent can sometimes gives me a chance to think about the next step.

Being silent usually makes me able to realize that I need His help.

The most important of all, it makes me realize that I have to give my entire life to Him.

Because, after all, I can't do anything. I'm not able to do anything.

Wonder what do I mean about all these things I've written? Don't worry. You're not alone. I'm not thinking clearly at this moment. I just wrote what I thought and felt recently.

-Rin-