Crown Him with Many Crowns

Crown Him with many crowns, the Lamb upon His throne.

Hark! How the heavenly anthem drowns all music but its own.

Awake, my soul, and sing of Him who died for thee,

and hail Him as thy matchless King through all eternity.

Crown Him the Lord of life, who triumphed over the grave,

and rose victorious in the strife for those He came to save.

His glories now we sing, who died and rose on high,

who died eternal life to bring, and lives that death may die.

Crown Him the Lord of peace, whose power a sceptre sways

from poles to poles, that wars may cease, and all be prayer and praise.

His reign shall know no end, and round His pierced feet

fair flowers of paradise extend their fragrance ever sweet.

Crown Him the Lord of love, behold His hands and side;

those wounds, yet visible above, in beauty glorified.

No angel in the sky can fully bear that sight,

but downward bends His burning eye at mysteries so bright.

Crown Him the Lord of years, the Potentate of time,

Creator of the rolling spheres, ineffably sublime.

All hail, Redeemer, hail! For Thou has died for me.

Thy praise and glory shall not fail throughout eternity.

Exams and Problems

Finally.

It is over.

Well, nearly. I still have one more: English. Which is, really, not much to worry about. I mean, of course I still have to worry, but then not as much as organic chemistry anyway. And I still have a presentation to go, which really worries me since I'm such a bad public speaker.

Nah. Now the real problem comes.

Packing. Yes, packing, dear. You have to start packing.

And it's really annoying. GRAAAAAA. I have to call a van as well to move my stuff. And have to search for card boxes to put my things in. Why? Why is packing becoming more and more stressful each day? Can I not enjoy the freedom I finally gained after 2 weeks of studying? (although come to think of it, it's really not much since my other friends started revising soooo loooong ago)

Okay, conclusion, packing is annoying.

Actually I just wanted to share a personal experience.

A while ago, at night, I was quite sick. I hadn't finished revising, and the exam is literally, like, the next day. I was just back from student community gathering, and as I started to look through all the formulas, I felt like vomitting. Thank, thank, thank Jesus I didn't. And I couldn't open my eyes as well. I was so stunned by my physical condition. I just couldn't get through it anymore so I decided to sleep and wake up earlier the next day to continue revising.

I mean, this is really ridiculous. It hasn't happened to me before. Seriously. I once fell sick RIGHT before the exam, and I was fully prepared that time. But this time? I'd only finished like, half of the materials I was supposed to revise. Oh dear.

Then, in the morning, it was even worse. My right eye hurt sooo much. And I still felt like vomitting. I was like, "God, why is this happening? I haven't fully revised!" I know it's partly my fault, since I hadn't got enough sleep for the past few weeks anyway. But then, I was like, God should know my study habit, which is that I have to study RIGHT THE NIGHT BEFORE THE EXAM. Otherwise I can't remember a thing. Seriously.

Okay. Then I had my quiet time, although I wasn't really concentrating. "My right eye hurts, and I haven't fully revised." That was the only thought running through my mind. And then, when I prayed, I prayed so hard, something like "God please please please let me pass, let the exam be really easy..." etc. And finally I reached a point where I couldn't take it anymore.

I admitted to God, "Lord, I'm so scared. Help."

Even though I know it's still partly my fault. Or probably all my fault. So I was kinda doubting that, you know, God would help me. My mind was playing with me, saying something like "You know that's your fault, it's your responsibility, you have consequences to bear."

But hey, I finally realised that Jesus is really bigger than anything else.

I was suddenly struck by a verse. I didn't look for it, no. It just suddenly came to my mind.

And it was a verse that I wouldn't expect to find in times like this. Usually the typical verses that will come to my mind is something like Philippians 4:13.

This time, it was Matthew. Chapter 8 verse 26.

But He said to them:

"Why are you fearful, O you of little faith?"

and so on.

I was a little offended at first. Little faith. Haha.

But then it kinda suits me.

Then I was struck. It was as if Jesus Himself spoke to me.

Which is why I finally relaxed a bit and put everything in Him. I prayed that I might relax and just trust in Him, and do what I could for the rest of the time I'd got.

You know how it turned out? Beautiful. Just like that very story in Matthew 8 where Jesus calmed the storm.

He calmed the storm for me. Even though it was my fault.

My eyes gradually began to not hurt, and the sick feeling was gone. Just like that. The best part is, the questions asked in the exam were not complicated at all. No questions related to graphs were asked. Miraculously I could answer all the questions even though my revision wasn't maximal.

I won't know the result until it comes out, and even if it's not as good as I expect, it's fine. It's my fault, anyway.

But do you see my point?

Even if it's your fault, when you turn to Jesus, He's bound to be there for you. He's just waiting for you to shout to Him. And He really helps you. Wonderfully. Beautifully.

Oh dear. He's just soooo good. Too good, even.

Nah, that's what I want to share. Hope it becomes a blessing =)

-Rin-

Hyper

Sebenernya hyper itu apa seh?

klo lu tanya anak sd, hyper > super. setidakny itu yg bakal gw jawab klo gw masih sd. soalny gw inget pas itu jamanny maen bishi bashi. dan gw slalu maen yg hyper. yg lbh seru. yg super gw kaga pernah ngerti cara maennya. swt kan y. oh ya ngomong2 soal bishi bashi gw jagony maen gal loh. gw pernah dalam hitungan detik di tangan udah abis. wewwww. *sok*

oke2. cukup soal playstation ny. gw tw gw ketinggalan zaman.

gw ga ngomongin soal hyper yg gtu. emang seh, hyper artiny lbih super dari super. ato lebih dari lebih. semacamny lah. yang jadi masalah itu bedany hiperaktivitas sama superaktivitas. sebenerny gw yakin superaktivitas itu ga ada. karena gw ga pernah denger. klo gtu pertanyaanny, kenapa ada hiperaktivitas tapi ga ada superaktivitas?

menurut logika gw yg aneh, itu karena mw exaggerating. bayangin d. klo lu ngomong 'superaktif' sama 'hiperaktif', klo yg pertama kan kesanny positif gtu. "Iya anak itu tuh superaktif. jadi ketua OSIS, ketua tim basket voli tenis dsb blablabla" kan keren kan kesannya! gw jg mw jadi anak superaktif.

Beda critany klo hiperaktif. bayangkan lu ngomong gini "Iya itu anak hiperaktif." anggep lah lu ga tw artiny hiperaktif. dari struktur katany lu bakal mengambil asumsi bahwa aktif<'superaktif'

contoh laen lagi. bagusan nama superman ato hyperman? superman kan! kenapa? soalny superman itu artiny, dan seperti yg kita tw, adalah manusia super. klo namany hyperman, artiny manusia hyper. errrrr kesanny itu bukan punya kekuatan super, tapi orangny yg hiper. klo pake kata laen itu 'over' dah.

jadi. masuk ke poin utama.

gw ini anak hiperaktif. oke bukan hiperaktif d. tapi hiper. hyper. whatever. grrrrr.

sebenerny klo orang yg dah lama kenal gw jg bakal tw. gw anak gila. bukan. orang gila. bukan anak orang gila ya. mohon diperhatikan strukturnya.

gw gila dan gw yakin klo otak gw IQ ny >180 ato porsi otak gw yg dipake lebih banyak, gw bakal masuk RSJ. gw yakin. sangat malahan.

untungny, gw anak IQ <140 (walaupun masih di atas rata2 sehingga jalan pikiran gw ruwet). dan juga gw anak males. jadi otak gw sangat jarang gw pake. BWAKAKKAKA. oke pasti ada yg ketawa, apalagi klo orang yg kenal gw dan ngerti bei baca ini.

oke sebenerny itu kiasan. gw orang males. bukan ga pake otak. walaupun kadang emang gw ga tw otak gw kemana di saat gw memerlukan dy. random ga seh.

nah. balik ke hyper.

nah karena gw trlihat begitu gila di luar, biasany orang ga nyadar klo gw hyper. tapiii. begitu gw udah mulai hyper (dan biasany ga ada yg tw soalny kebiasaan ngeliat gw gila) itu artiny ada yg ga beres sama gw. entah emang lagi super happy ato super sad ato super depressed ato super high. errrrrrrr. oke lah intiny begitu.

dan belakangan ini adalah titik depresi gw.

jadi gw sangatlah hyper.

dan orang2 di sini kan ga kenal gw lama. jadi pasti menganggap gw sangat2 random dan overhyperactive. klo gw di rumah ato bareng temen indo mah, kaga ada yg pduli. abonk gtu loh. dah pasti gila intiny. tapi klo di sini beda crita.

nah gw mw crita soal kehiperan gw yg menyebabkan satu kejadian yg sangat bikin malu. (untung orangny ga bisa bei, jadi gw tenang aja)

critany begini.

gw kan voluntir di international student centre. critany ada seseorang yg menjadi leader koordinator voluntir2nya neh. sebut lah namany mr x. oke susah amet. x aja. jadi si x ini itu orangny lebih parah dibandingkan dua temen gw digabung (a dan r, silahkan cari tw siapa). bahkan mungkin lebih parah dari dua setengah mereka. bukan mksd jelek loh, mksdny itu si x ini kerjain orang parah banget. bandelny (bukan di skul seh, tapi bandel dalam arti iseng) itu parah parah parah dan parah.

gw berapa x dibikin ketawa hampir nangis ama dy, dibikin speechless (oke klo ini mgkn mslh bahasa doank - klo dy ngomong indo gw yakin gw bsa bantah habis2an ampe dy yg speechless).

critany karena gw lagi depresi, jadi gw yg biasa ga ngebales si x jadi balik isengin dy. dy kan suka isengin orang2. nah jadi gw kali ini tanpa alasan isengin dy (padahal ari itu dy ga isengin orang).

pokokny gw isengin dy ampe dy pun speechless dan bilang "lu lagi mental breakdown ya?"

bener seh. cuman gw bilang "gw kan cuman maen2!"

oke cukup.

lalu critany kita cepetin ampe pas gw mw pulang. jadi critany gw mw ketemu ama temen2 gw bwt lunch. pas si x jga mesti cao. trus temen gw yg jg voluntir ikut gw jga. trus ada satu koordinator lagi temennya si x ini jga mw pulang. oke kita sebut temen gw adalah a. trus temennya si x adalah b. (kok kek aljabar seh?)

nah critany gw dan a keluar dulu neh. trus gw kan ga tw jalan. jadi gw nanya temen gw yg pas lagi di luar juga yg mw pulang (bukan a ato b ato x). gw tanya donk jalan ini ini di mana. trus critany kan ada kek tangga gtu kan di antara gw ma dy. trus gw berdiri tuh pas banget di tangganya (bukan tangga seh, kek lu mw naek ke trotoar gtu loh).

critany mulai dari sini.

nah critany gw keserempet! hampir jatoh gtu kan. ampe lata gw kluar "makjang makjang makjang" gtu kan. ehhhhh parahny. kliatan si x sama b. trus si x kek dng nada ngejek gtu bilang (dalam bahasa inggris tapi gw translate) "lu tw itu namany apa? itu gara2 lu berlaku tidak sopan terhadap gw." bukan tidak sopan jga seh, istilahny kek ga pantes, kasar, dsb. ngerti lah. kek tipikal a dan r yang temen gw di indo jga. nah klo mereka seh gw dah biasa jadi gw ga menganggap bahwa itu tidak pantas ato kasar ato semacamny.

jadi gw menjawab, "sejak kapan gw kasar/tidak pantas/dsb? gw kaga kok."

nah oke trus critany kita jalan. si x dan b jalan di depan gtu. trus gw ma si a diblakang. nahhhh. ini bagian yg paling parah dan memalukan.

si a ini nanya "emang lu kenapa isengin dy?"

gw bilang "karena gw ga suka diisenginnnnn"

oke note. a ini bisa ngomong cina. dan dy tw gw ngerti cina.

lalu si a ngomong dengan bahasa INGGRIS "oh gw kira lu suka dy"

dengan si x di depan jelas2.

pertamany seh gw ga mikir trlalu banyak "kaga ah, orang emang gw suka diisengin jadi gw isengin balik"

tapiii...

pas gw balik ke hall, gw rewind lagi kejadian itu. dan gw baru sadar apa yg saat itu terjadi.

si a ini ngomong dalam bahasa INGGRIS dengan suara yg cukup KEDENGERAN dengan kondisi si x DI DEPAN.

makjang.

apa yg tlah trjadiiiiii!!!!!!

setelah realisasi itu terjadi, gw langsung ga punya muka bwt ketemu si x lagi. segala macem pikiran ada di otak gw. "makjang gw yakin dy denger." "makjang mampus lah gw." "makjang makjang makjang."

kata yg kepikiran cuma makjang.

sebenerny itu juga bukan kata yg diakui oleh EYD. dan ga ada juga di KBBI. tapi biasalah, anak jakarta, suka bikin kata dan frasa sendiri. anjrit lah, astaganaga lah, sgm lah, sayangku cintaku negeriku lah, mkkb lah, madesu lah. and the list goes on and on.

tapi cuman kata itu yg paling dominan di otak gw.

kenapa si a ga ngomong pake cina aja sehhh! dy kan jelas2 tw gw ngerti!

matang gw.

trus critany mestiny ari ini tuh ada perkumpulan gtu bwt voluntir2 gtu. gw tadiny dah ga ada muka bwt pergi. eh untung pas gw tanya temen gw yg juga voluntir (bukan orang2 yg telah disebutkan di atas) dy bilang ga ada.

di satu sisi gw lega selega2nya. LEGA.

di satu sisi gw tambah serem. ntar pas gw ketemu dy lagi gimana? mateng gw. seriusan. ga ada muka gw. gelo. seriusan d. gw seh berharap dy dah lupa. jadi gw bisa isengin dy lagi. belakangan ini gw makin kek temen2 indo gw yg iseng d. suka banget gw kerjain orang seriusan.

oke intiny semuany terjadi karena kehyperan gw yang terasosiasikan dengan depresi.

jadi pelajaran yg bisa dipetik adalah: jangan jadi hyper klo lagi depresi. pasang muka semesum2nya jadi orang ga deketin lu. bwakkakaka. salah ya?

oke cukup confession gw. kuharap tidak trlalu random. ckckckck.

-rin-

Yesus Sahabatku

Yesus sahabatku

Kau mati bagiku

Besarlah kasih-Mu

Sahabat dan Tuhanku

Sampai ku besar nanti

Sampai aku mati

Ku 'kan ingat Dikau

Yesus, sahabat dan Tuhanku

Literal translation:

Jesus, my friend

You died for me

So great is Your love

My friend and my God

Till I grow up

Till I die

I will remember You

Jesus, my friend and my God

Note: gila woi, gw ga nyanyi lagu ini dari SD. Tiba-tiba keinget. Keren.

-Rin-

Jesus, I My Cross Have Taken

Jesus, I my cross have taken

All to leave and follow Thee

Destitute, despised, forsaken

Thou from hence my all shall be.

Perish every fond ambition,

All I've sought or hoped or known

Yet how rich is my condition

God and heaven are still my own

Let the world despise and leave me

They have left my Saviour, too

Human hearts and looks deceive me

Thou art not like them untrue

And while Thou shalt smile upon me

God of wisdom, love and might

Foes may hate, and friends disown me

Show Thy face, and all is bright

Go then, earthly fame and treasure

Come, disaster, scorn and pain

In Thy service, pain is pleasure

With Thy favour, loss is gain

I have called Thee Abba, Father

I have stayed my heart on Thee

Storms may howl, and clouds may gather

All must work for good to me

Man may trouble and distress me

'Twill but drive me to Thy breast

Life with trials hard may press me

Heaven will bring me sweeter rest

Oh, 'tis not in grief to harm me

While Thy love is left to me

Oh, 'twere not in joy to charm me

Were that joy unmixed with Thee

Take my soul, Thy full salvation

Rise o'er sin and fear and care

Joy to find in every station

Something still to do or bear

Think what Spirit dwells within thee

Think what Father's smiles are thine

Think that Jesus died to win thee

Child of heaven, canst thou repine?

Haste, then, on from grace to glory

Armed by faith and winged by prayer

Heaven's eternal day's before thee

God's own hand shall guide thee there

Soon shall close the earthly mission

Soon shall pass thy pilgrim days

Hope shall change to glad fruition

Faith to sight, and prayer to praise

Note: I really love this song! There are so many versions, though, I don't know which one's correct =( but anyway it's really a good song >.<

-Rin-

OCD

Belakangan ini yang namanya stres sedang menghantui pikiran gw. Entah napa. Gelo kan ya. Sebenarnya pada dasarnya gw emang orang yang suka stres juga seh. Jadi bukanlah hal asing klo gw stres.

Kadang yang jadi masalah adalah bagaimana cara kita menghadapi stres.

Akhir2 ini gw stres bukan cuman pelajaran (sebenarnya ga stres pelajaran juga seh. ga susah, cuman gw aja emang lagi psychologically down. makany segala hal jadi dibuat pusing. maklum ada symptom2 OCD) tapi emang secara emosional jga lagi stres.

Mungkin karena OCD gw. Oh, pada ga tw ya OCD itu apa?

OCD = obsessive compulsive behaviour

susah dimengerti? intinya adalah ga normal.

dan yang parahnya lagi, katanya tuh diperkirakan OCD banyakan terjadi pada orang2 yang punya intelligence itu above-average, karena OCD sendiri itu sifatnya membutuhkan pola pikir yang ruwet. sounds like gw banget kan. gelo2.

makanya gw kadang suka ngeluh sama Tuhan kenapa gw ga dikasih otak yang simple-minded aja. bukan maksudnya ga above-average intelligence loh. tapi maksudnya jangan dikasih pola pikir ruwet aja. saking ruwetnya pikiran gw ampe kadang gw lupa apa yang mw gw tanyain. saking ruwetnya pula sampe kadang gw lupa pertanyaan asli/ide asli gw apa. kadang2 klo lagi gila, gw bisa menelusuri satu statement ampe berjam2 ga selesai2. klo lagi niat apalagi. matang sudah diriku...

tapi pada akhirnya, gw inget lagi. kita mesti bersyukur dengan apa yang kita punya. itu perintah Tuhan. perhatian: perintah, bukan usulan. kita wajib taat. kita wajib bersyukur sama Tuhan dan puas dengan apa yang kita punya.

heran emang. ade gw sering bilang "cie coba gw punya otak lu." sebenernya punya otak yang complicated kayak gini tuh sama sx ga enak. bayangin dah. misalnya lu dikasih statement: burung bisa terbang karena ada sayap. pertama2 gw akan nanya: kenapa sayap bisa bikin burung terbang? karena struktur tulang yang ringan dsb. kenapa strukturnya yang jadi kunci supaya burung terbang? emang apa yang spesial? apa ada yang beda dari komposisi tulangnya? terus klo gitu faktor2 laen apalagi yang bikin burung bisa terbang? pundi2 udarakah? apa emang cuman itu faktor2 yang utama ato ada faktor laen? cara kerjanya?

nah. ruwet kan. pada akhirnya karena gw ngorek trlalu dalem, otak gw panas sendiri. dan akhirnya nyerah dah gw. nah loh. enak ga? menurut gw seh kaga.

tapi balik lagi. Tuhan mw kita bersyukur atas apa yg dikasih sama Dia. dan satu hal lagi yang gw pelajari, Dia slalu kasih kita menurut kemampuan kita. Dia kasih gw pikiran yg ruwet karena Dia tw gw butuh Dia buat bantuin gw ngeberesin pikiran2 ruwet ini. mungkin klihatannya ga nyambung kali ya. Tuhan kasih menurut kemampuan tapi kita tetep mesti minta bantuan Dia.

menurut gw, yang mw dikasi tw Tuhan itu sebenernya cuman satu. Dialah sumber segalanya. Dia yang kasih kita talenta. emang it's up to us bwt ngembanginnya. tapi pada saat kita berasa ga kuat, ingetlah sumbernya. Tuhan kan. the same principle applies. pada saat gw brasa pikiran gw trlalu ruwet, gw yakin Dia yang kasih kekuatan bwt sortir pikiran. tolong d. gw yg punya otak aja ga bisa sortir. skrg yg bisa sortir cuman 1: penciptanya. yang ciptain otak gw kan Tuhan. beserta segala komponen dsbnya. makany saat gw down, yang gw pikirin adalah: datanglah ke Tuhan Yesus.

mungkin emang susah ya bwt punya mindset kalo kita ga bisa ngontrol diri sendiri. blkgan ini gw banyak nonton film dan gw sadar, manusia sebenernya ga bisa ngontrol pikirannya dan hatinya betapapun mereka bilang bahwa they have great control. yang bisa ngontrol itu dua: Tuhan dan iblis. tinggal pilihan kita doank kok, mw kasih Tuhan ato iblis full control atas diri kita. dan klo diinget2 lagi, iblis itu kan dibawahnya Tuhan. fate yang ikut iblis itu jelas. so klo orang yang bijak bakal kasih kontrol ke Tuhan sang Pencipta.

pada saat kita ngasih full control ke Tuhan atas diri kita (heart mind soul body dsb) gw yakin di situlah Tuhan yang bekerja. mungkin emang susah, apalagi pas kita lagi banyak masalah (contoh: gw sekarang), bwt trust in God fully. gw jg lagi bljr karena emang bukan hal gampang. tapi yang gw tw adalah Tuhan udah sediain jalan bwt kita. proses kita saat belajar bareng Dia itu jg udah didesain sama Dia, kok. emang udah jalan kita. saat kita ga jalanin pun, gw yakin Dia bakal narik kita bwt jalanin lagi. setiap langkah, setiap nafas, setiap perbuatan baik yang salah maupun benar, gw yakin Tuhan udah rencanain itu semua. dari setiap itulah kita belajar bahwa Tuhan itu prioritas utama. tanpa Dia hanya ada kekacauan.

karena itu. di saat2 OCD gw kambuh ga karuan seperti ini. gw jg mw bljr bwt nyerahin smwnya (and i mean ALL) ke Tuhan Yesus. susah emang. kadang kita merasa terlalu butuh kontrol atas diri kita. gw jg berasa itu. yang gw bljr seh ya, saat kita berasa kek gitu, pride lagi take place di hati kita. karena itu gw jg lagi minta humility sama Dia. ga mungkin gw bisa jadi humble tanpa Dia. ga sanggup cuy. tapi pas kita ngeliat Tuhan Yesus, gw yakin image Dia yang begitu rendah hati pasti dalem banget berasanya. so, gw jga mw bljr bwt kek Dia. dan sekali lagi gw katakan bahwa itu susah. SUSAH. jauh lebih susah dari yang namany integral substitusi trigonometri yang menghabiskan gw 2 halaman kertas ulangan hanya buat satu soal.

tapi karena Dia-lah kekuatan kita, maka kita bisa. gw yakin saat Dia yang menjadi sumber kekuatan kita, ga ada lagi yang bisa ngalahin kita (dan butuh proses yang kadang menyakitkan seh ><)

jadi itulah yang pengen gw bagiin setelah sekian lama gw ga nulis. bahwa gw punya OCD (gw yakin, walaupun mild doank) tapi gw yakin jga bahwa itu bagian dari rencana Tuhan Allah Bapa yang indah dan unimaginable dalam hidup gw yang bakal dipakai bwt memuliakan dirinya.

wogh. keren ya. ckckck. tapi klo kalian perhatiin. gw bisa ngorek sejauh ini karena OCD gw jga kan. pikiran ruwet complicated. ckckck. jadi intiny, pas masalah kita diserahin ke Tuhan Yesus, Dia yang bakal jadiin masalah itu bwt kita memuliakan nama-Nya. yoi mamen.

salam hangat dari bristol (udah mulai anget loh!)

-rin-

Blessed

Somehow I forgot to post this but anyway here's an experience that I found really encouraging even if it seems so small...

So it began with me being driven into a place far away there through the forest of North Sumatra. Well, not really forest, actually. It's villages I saw -.-

But anyway I was so bored. I kept listening to the same songs (as usual, Korean and Japanese, sometimes Chinese - I just love Asian songs) and no one was talking. The chauffeur was driving with an okay speed - not too fast but not that slow, too. And my aunt was sleeping. So basically I had no one to talk to.

The only thing I did was staring outside.

Suddenly something hit me.

The sky was so blue.

Sometimes I just forgot that I grew up in Jakarta where basically the sky was grey (okay, in the UK, too) that I just completely ignored the fact that the dust we hate so much actually made us see the beautiful blue of the sky (well I forget the name, someone tell me please >.<) Anyway, I know that was random, but you know what I mean.

I was awaken out of the blue.

Then I started to notice the limitless sky.

The sky was so limitless that I seemed to be travelling inside a HUGE tunnel.

That's when it hit me that God made all of this.

After that I turned my sight to the side. There were churches.

Churches. Small churches. In villages. In Indonesia.

God, thank you so much that the Gospel has been spread to even such a small place. Thank God that He cares. Thank God that He makes everything possible. Thank God that He made me see all of these.

Thank God that He made me realize that He is GREAT.

So I need not be afraid.

Because basically our God has created everything soooooooooo wonderful that I'm speechless. Who would have thought that dust has this colloid properties called whatever that makes the sky looks blue. Who would have thought that His Words have reached even such small and far place Who could have created all of these except for our GREATEST GOD.

Man, I felt so blessed that day.

-Rin-